I Hate The Way I Love You

You hurt me. You betrayed me. You stripped me of my trust. You led me on. You lied to me. You used me. You embarrassed me. I hate you. You give me butterflies. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me feel beautiful. You make me feel safe. I don't understand why I can love you the way that I do. This love hurts. You are worth it.